Beauty
Let me tell you a story. In order to achieve liberation,
Nigamananda had been practicing severe austerities in
Benares for quite a few months. One day he was extremely
hungry, but he had nothing to eat. In silence he said
to the goddess of plenitude, Annapurna, how is it that
I do not have any food to eat?
Just then a very ugly, elderly woman with filthy clothes
brought him a bag and said to him, "Please hold
this bag of food. Let me go and bathe in the pond nearby.
Then we shall eat together."
Nigamananda waited two or three hours, but there was
still no sign of her returning. Finally he opened the
bag and saw most delicious food and fruits inside. He
ate everything himself.
That night in a dream Nigamananda saw the goddess Annapurna.
She said to him, "So you see, nobody remains hungry.
I feed everyone."
"You feed everyone? Nigamananda exclaimed. When
did you feed me? I invoked you when I was hungry, but
an ugly, dirty, old woman gave me food. You are so beautiful
and luminous!"
The goddess explained, "It was I who came to you
in that form."
"Why did you do that?" he asked.
"I wanted to show you that all forms are mine,
said the goddess. Still you care more for physical beauty
than for the soul's beauty. So I wanted to show you
that even ugly people can have good hearts. From now
on try to feel that physical beauty has nothing to do
with a kind, sympathetic heart."
The beauty of the body ultimately fails. The beauty
of the soul eventually sails in the boat of perfection-oneness
towards God's Satisfaction-Shore.